Hilang belum berganti

Patah x tumbuh lgi. Hilang belum berganti. Kerana kau istimewa..



Hri ni dh 2 Ramadhan. Maksudnya dh 6 tahun Ustzh Heliza Mohd meninggal. Mcm lirik lagu kat ats. Hilang yg blum berganti. Dan x kan ad yg mampu mengganti.

Lagu Lagenda ni kna nyanyikan msa Sambutan Hari Guru tadi. Bergenang sekejap. Ditambah lgi dgan sajak Othman Awang. Sajak yg mmg wjib smua yg pernah berada di bangku sekolah tahu.


Ustzh meninggal yg tggal bbrp hri lgi nk trial spm. Ustzh meninggal asbab kereta yg dipndu oleh suaminya terbabas msuk dlm paya. semua dlm kereta 2 selamat kcuali ustzh sbabnya ustzh tertdur. Masa 2 ustzh pregnant 7 bulan.

 semuga arwah ustzh bersemadi dgan tenang dkat kelantan.

Satu Tahun.

Dah setahun dh mak ditimpa sakit. Sakit yg kebanyakan org ckp x ad peluang utk pulih. Dua kali mak kena dlm msa setahun. Yang mula2 msa bulan june, hri ni dgan yg kdua msa bulan nov:7 nov 2013.

 kdg2 bila fkir balik, mcm susah nk percaya ap yg mak kena. Tapi itulah dugaan yang Allah bgi dkat kmi sekeluarga. Somehow, msih lgi bersyukur sbab Allah bgi peluang utk berbakti dgan Mak sndiri.

Serius,nak jga org yg sakit ni bukan bnda yg snang. Marah dia, sedih dia, perasaan yg cpt tersentuh smuanyalah jenis2 emosi. Msa mak mula2 sakit 2, nk bgi blik dya bersemangat semula bkanlah bnda yg snang.

Kdg2, bnda yg dya x blh makan, benda 2 juga laaaa yg dya nak makan. Mmg msa tu laa mak akan menunjukkan emosi yg mcm2.


Ya, bukan snang nak jga org yg sakit. Sebab berpahala. Biasanya, bnda2 yg berpahala ni bukanlah senang. Alhamdulillah, Allah msih pnjgkan umur mak. Semuga mak pulih utk beri laluan kpd adik yg bongsu utk sambung bljr.

Its aint easy

Jaga org yg x berapa sihat, sgt mencabar. Bkan perkara yg senang. Perlukan ketabahan hati dan kekebalan telinga menahan setiap herdikan, ayat2 menusuk qalbu. Kdg2 bkan org yg sakit marah dgan kita, org yg dkat sekeliling org skit 2 pla yg nk mrah dgan kita. Masa2 ni laa den syukur gila dgan kelebihan yg Allah bgi pda den. Make don't know. Tahap buat bodoh dgan bnda yg den x nak pikir lgi sangat tinggi dlam dri den. Klau smua bnda yg jdi kta nk fkir, maka life getting complicated der.


So, keep calm and smile! Next week dh kna blik kgu. Lbih kurang 11 hri lgi. Smalam lwat pge ipg, kot2 dah ad jadual. Hampeh. Nak sgt tgok jadual tpi x nk pla sgt nk tahu result exam.


Sejak dri semalam pge fb dgan insta dpenuhi gmbar2 graduation senior. Cant wait for my turn! Beronok-ronok tgok dyorg..hahaha.. Sikit lgi smpai penghujung.

 Banyak lagi urusan ipg utk spp yg blum kna settle kan... Ya Allah ke MALAS an telah melanda diri. Bru isnin lpas berurusan dgan bsn. IC blum tkar lgi. Kna tahan telinga lagi dkat imigresen sabah nnti sbab ic blum tertukar. Semuga MALAS ni cpat hilang.

Barakallahu Fikum!

Punya banyak gila geng kwan2 sekolah den kahwin. Serious, tahun ni kwan2 lelaki pula yg berkahwin. Dasat der dh kumpul duit nak khwin. Den ni, duit elaun pun Allah hai!

Khamis lpas kwan den Azlan Isa khwin. Mula2 just nk p mkan malam yg dya buat utk kwan2 dya dkat hotel 15 june nnti last2, ad family event on 15th june, den p mjlis penikahan Azlan smbil2 tman my bff Alif jdi pengapit lan. Hbis akad berbual dgan lan kjap, semangat lan cerita ke cuak kan bliau ketika angkat akad.



Hri ni, bfore p Nogori, den p khwin lagi sorg kwan, Shafrizal dgan Alif jgak. Alif je la yg ad nk jdikan peneman p knduri khwin kawan2. Shaf mmg sempoi la knduri kahwin dya.

Ap2 pun, sahabat2 sekalian, barakallahu fikum! Semuga bahagia selalu.



Gila laaaaa dyorg dh khwinnnnnnn. Serius den blum rsa ini priority den skrg. Hbis bljr, kerja, bli kereta, beli rumah utk mak.

well said.

Dah 4 hri blik dri Sabah. Still x brp nk percaya yg dh smpai sem 7. Kalau dlu msa mula2 dkat sabah, hbis satu sem je msti kira tggal brp sem. Skrg, dh siap 10 sem, tggal 1 sem je lgi. Msa 2009, siap 1 sem, as lgi 10 sem. Its near to the end. Do not know if will the end for everything.hahaha.


Msa hri last bfore check out dri ip, dgan kejadian yg terjdi pda pgi 2, tba2 terungkap di bibir pa yg den prnah ckp dlu.

'org yg aku ingat will stay with for this 5 years finally bg tw dya x kn stay utk 5 thun. Org yg aku sangka will not there for me, finally stay with me'

Terdiam smua yg ad dlam bilik.

Skrg dkat rumah, byk cerita moment2 indah dgan si pendengar yg setia, my bff, alif. Ntah fham ke x.  Smpai alif ckp hri tu,

'You are trying hard to escape from the reality kan'

Hahaa...tiap kli dya tnya how's mom, tiap kali 2 aku bwa dya msuk dlam cerita dunia sabah aku. Finally, hebat escapism aku kta alif.

Reality yg kdg2 dduk tgok mak, sebak smpaika  awal2 blik den x dduk dkat dgan mak. Langsung x blh
 Dri mak nmpak den nangis. Mak, pls back to normal you. I miss the old you.

Kifarah.

Hebat btul dugaan yg Allah bgi tyme2 nk ujian ni. 

Ujian duniawi dgan ujian iman sekali dapat. Combo...mcm combo KFC yg sodap tu.hahaha.

ap blh buatlaa nsib bdan dah. 

Hari tu telinga. 

Disaat- saat telinga menunjukkan tanda2 akan pulih, demam la pula. 

Tekak, hidung smuala sekali harung. 

x psal2 blan ni je dh spen RM160 utk perubatan. banyak dosa betul. 

Ap blh buatlaaaaa.

 Demam dah surut, tekak okey dh cma kdg2 je suara tercekik. 

Hidung blum okey lagi, dh berjangkit ke gigi. x blh nk ketap gigi la pula. 

Allah akbar! 

Selsema punya psal laa ni.

 Bila cerita2 dgan adik den, dya suggest p klinik.

 NO! I won't. 

Dah nak blik rumah pun.

 P jmpa pkar ENT trus. Senang. 

Kesihatan 2 mahkota manusia yg paling mahal. Bila Allah bagi kesakitan sekejap, nk khusyu' dlam solat pun, masyaAllah. Sujud pun nk angkat kepala cepat2. Hingus terkeluar nanti. Beratnya kepala, pening2 laa. Allah akbar. Semoga kesakitan yg Allah bgi ni, mmpu menghapus dosa2 sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan nanti. Berazam nk puasa sunat lagi dlam bulan Rejab ni. Belum tentu tahn dpan jmpa Rejab lagi kan.

:)

A high school teacher’s list of 100 wisest words

1. There are plenty of ways to enter a pool. The stairs is not one of them.
2. Never cancel dinner plans by text message.
3. Don’t knock it ‘til you try it.
4. If a street performer makes you stop walking, you owe him a buck.
5. Always use ‘we’ when referring to your home team or your government.
6. When entrusted with a secret, keep it.
7. Don’t underestimate free throws in a game of ‘horse’.
8. Just because you can doesn’t mean you should.
9. Don’t dumb it down.
10. You only get one chance to notice a new haircut.
11. If you’re staying more than one night, unpack.
12. Never park in front of a bar.
13. Expect the seat in front of you to recline. Prepare accordingly.
14. Keep a picture of your first fish, first car, and first boy/girlfriend.
15. Hold your heroes to a high standard.
16. A suntan is earned, not bought.
17. Never lie to your doctor.
18. All guns are loaded.
19. Don’t mention sunburns. Believe me, they know.
20. The best way to show thanks is to wear it. Even if it’s only once.
21. Take a vacation of your cell phone, internet, and TV once a year.
22. Don’t fill up on bread, no matter how good.
23. A handshake beats an autograph.
24. Don’t linger in the doorway. In or out.
25. If you choose to go in drag, don’t sell yourself short.
26. If you want to know what makes you unique, sit for a caricature.
27. Never get your hair cut the day of a special event.
28. Be mindful of what comes between you and the Earth. Always buy good shoes, tires, and sheets.
29. Never eat lunch at your desk if you can avoid it.
30. When you’re with new friends, don’t just talk about old friends.
31. Eat lunch with the new kids.
32. When traveling, keep your wits about you.
33. It’s never too late for an apology.
34. Don’t pose with booze.
35. If you have the right of way, take it.
36. You don’t get to choose your own nickname.
37. When you marry someone, remember you marry their entire family.
38. Never push someone off a dock.
39. Under no circumstances should you ask a woman if she’s pregnant.
40. It’s not enough to be proud of your ancestry; live up to it.
41. Don’t make a scene.
42. When giving a thank you speech, short and sweet is best.
43. Know when to ignore the camera.
44. Never gloat.
45. Invest in good luggage.
46. Make time for your mom on your birthday. It’s her special day, too.
47. When opening presents, no one likes a good guesser.
48. Sympathy is a crutch, never fake a limp.
49. Give credit. Take blame.
50. Suck it up every now and again.
51. Never be the last one in the pool.
52. Don’t stare.
53. Address everyone that carries a firearm professionally.
54. Stand up to bullies. You’ll only have to do it once.
55. If you’ve made your point, stop talking.
56. Admit it when you’re wrong.
57. If you offer to help don’t quit until the job is done.
58. Look people in the eye when you thank them.
59. Thank the bus driver.
60. Never answer the phone at the dinner table.
61. Forgive yourself for your mistakes.
62. Know at least one good joke.
63. Don’t boo. Even the ref is somebody’s son.
64. Know how to cook one good meal.
65. Learn to drive a stick shift.
66. Be cool to younger kids. Reputations are built over a lifetime.
67. It’s okay to go to the movies by yourself.
68. Dance with your mother/father.
69. Don’t lose your cool. Especially at work.
70. Always thank the host.
71. If you don’t understand, ask before it’s too late.
72. Know the size of your boy/girlfriend’s clothes.
73. There is nothing wrong with a plain t-shirt.
74. Be a good listener. Don’t just wait for your turn to talk.
75. Keep your word.
76. In college, always sit in the front. You’ll stand out immediately.
77. Carry your mother’s bags. She carried you for nine months.
78. Be patient with airport security. They’re just doing their jobs.
79. Don’t be the talker in a movie.
80. The opposite sex likes people who shower.
81. You are what you do, not what you say.
82. Learn to change a tire.
83. Be kind. Everyone has a hard fight ahead of them.
84. An hour with grandparents is time well spent. Ask for advice when you need it.
85. Don’t litter.
86. If you have a sister, get to know her boyfriend. Your opinion is important.
87. You won’t always be the strongest or the fastest. But you can be the toughest.
88. Never call someone before 9am or after 9pm.
89. Buy the orange properties in Monopoly.
90. Make the little things count.
91. Always wear a bra at work.
92. There is a fine line between looking sultry and slutty. Find it.
93. You’re never too old to need your mom.
94. Ladies, if you make the decision to wear heels on the first date, commit to keeping them on and keeping your trap shut about how much your feet kill.
95. Know the words to your national anthem.
96. Your dance moves might not be the best, but I promise making a fool of yourself is more fun then sitting on the bench alone.
97. Smile at strangers.
98. Make goals.
99. Being old is not dictated by your bedtime.
100. If you have to fight, punch first and punch hard.