well said.

Dah 4 hri blik dri Sabah. Still x brp nk percaya yg dh smpai sem 7. Kalau dlu msa mula2 dkat sabah, hbis satu sem je msti kira tggal brp sem. Skrg, dh siap 10 sem, tggal 1 sem je lgi. Msa 2009, siap 1 sem, as lgi 10 sem. Its near to the end. Do not know if will the end for everything.hahaha.


Msa hri last bfore check out dri ip, dgan kejadian yg terjdi pda pgi 2, tba2 terungkap di bibir pa yg den prnah ckp dlu.

'org yg aku ingat will stay with for this 5 years finally bg tw dya x kn stay utk 5 thun. Org yg aku sangka will not there for me, finally stay with me'

Terdiam smua yg ad dlam bilik.

Skrg dkat rumah, byk cerita moment2 indah dgan si pendengar yg setia, my bff, alif. Ntah fham ke x.  Smpai alif ckp hri tu,

'You are trying hard to escape from the reality kan'

Hahaa...tiap kli dya tnya how's mom, tiap kali 2 aku bwa dya msuk dlam cerita dunia sabah aku. Finally, hebat escapism aku kta alif.

Reality yg kdg2 dduk tgok mak, sebak smpaika  awal2 blik den x dduk dkat dgan mak. Langsung x blh
 Dri mak nmpak den nangis. Mak, pls back to normal you. I miss the old you.